now that i fell into your arms

my only lover

give out to give in

i search for the capsule i lost

don't know which way to turn

every trifle becoming big concerns

all this time you were chasing dreams

without knowing what you wanted them to mean

who weeps for them? sometimes i do

i do sometimes 

you can't see it, it might be behind you 

keep your eyes wide

shot an arrow, in your harbour

where you waited in the rain

i am siren, i am ivy

i am no one, i'm nobody

mistaken for a vision

something of my own creation

any certainties, how am i to tell?

do what you said the words she said left out

over unto the sky where i'll soon fly

mercy, mercy i've been caught

lying with my darkest thought

they grabbed my wings

and pinned me to the wall

you take me and i'll take you

in the pit there in the smoke

i can never make out your face, 

or at least i can't remember it

i have no eyes, i have no love, i have no hope

oh, you wouldn't want an angel watching over

surprise, surprise, they wouldn't wanna watch

another un-innocent, elegant fall

into the un-magnificent lives of adults

jesus christ you have confused me

cornered, wasted, blessed and used me

hard without you being here

much easier with you near

when the night is slow

do your eyelids ever close

caught spirits in your waking woes?

so tap at my window

maybe i might let you in

i don't think i will though

my heart's taken, i won't tell you again

spending all your time

somewhere inside your head 

haunted by the important

life you could've lead

i will dance and sway

while you dream away 

bring your curtain down 

then i'll burn this town

it's just a way to steal tomorrow

there we were holding hands

singing through the hole in the ceiling 

into the heavens 

home and i know

playing the deck above

it's always different 

i am the one that i love 

cool your loveless wallowing

begone

leave me be 

leave me be 

as miserable and salty as the sea 

a fort and a new year

happy new year!
i built a fort, had lovely company, fine food and wonderful times.
i hope you had the same too.
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